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HIATUS TILL EXAMS OVER !
Good luck people ! All the best (:

BARE IN MIND THAT NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO CONTROL ME EXCEPT FOR MY FAMILY MEMBERS !

I DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME . YOU GUYS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO CONTROL ME .
TO TELL ME WHAT RIGHT & WHAT'S WRONG . IM BIG ENOUGH TO DIFFERENTIATE IT MYSELF .
PLEASE ~ DOESN'T MEAN THAT IM NICE TO YOU , YOU GUYS CAN THINK DIFFERENTLY OF ME .

WOW ! Just few more hours to go & boom ! Exams has already started . I'm nervous but yet I've not done a single revision for my Language paper tomorrow . Trying my best to focus at home but it did seem to work on me . I would prefer going out with friends & study together , outside . This is because , I can't seem to concentrate at home . There's too much disruption going around . I have to really pull up my socks now . There's not much time left . I do not want to fail . I want to proceed to the next level & insyAllah by the time , I  would be taking my N-levels . By hook or by crook , I really have to put on my thinking caps & FOCUS ! Trying my best to set aside unrelevant things in my head . Will only be focusing on my Language paper , Combined Humanities & also Science . Principles of Accounts & especially Mathematics . I've noticed that there's a big change for my Maths . I'm starting to hate Maths again . Urgh ~ Anyone help me , please ?

I'm still wondering & will always kept me thinking if what I'm doing right now will be the the correct decision & I will not regret in the future . While I'm in the process of knowing someone a little more , my mind kept on thinking , " Does my friends even approve it? " To me, yes , I do enjoy spending time with someone as both of us wanted to know about each other a little more . However, what about my friends ? I'm afraid they won't accept me or should i say accept him the way he is . I told most my friends about this & they accept it , sincerely . But , what about the others ? The handful of them . Not trying to think negatively here but really . It is stuck in my head ! But whatever it is , Have to focus on the end of year exams which will be starting on Thursday ! . 2 days from now . Ya Allah !  It's really killing me right now ! Lots of things to remember . Lots of things to understand & Lots of things to memorised ! Formulas . Format . Reasonings . Tooo much to remember but I'm left with no choice . I HAVE to know all of it . HAVE TO ! & by looking at the criteria for promotion to the next level , we have to pass English & 2 other subjects. It may sound easy but I'm really worried about English . I know I can managed it but I don't really have the confidence . InsyAllah I still have to time to do my revisions  . However, I hate myself for doing revisions at home . Why ? Cause I will tend to do it infront of the laptop . With that , I did not really concentrate on my revisions but concentrating the websites I often visited especially the msn messanger . I think I have to find time after school to study outside . Its much better !

So , anyone care enough to join me for revisions after school hours ?? ^^

On the other hand , TO IRFAN :  Get well soon kay ! Don't force yourself to come to school if you're unwell . (:

Sexuality talk in school was fun , Especially when the fun people were around . &  It all started off by me when Miss Zie said that she did not want to have this Sexuality talk but instead she wanted to have Chemistry . However, most of us was against is  & so , she told us to give 3 sentances that we know about Sex within 10 seconds . & As she was counting down, no one wanted to say a thing & being the hyper one, I started the ball rolling . From the back , I shouted & said , " unprotected sex will lead to HIV ! "  & From then , my other classmates started to state their point of view about sex . From there too , we discussed about each topic sentance . There were , " NO sex before marriage " & " NO underage sex " .

With the discussions we had in school , I've learnt that , we SHOULD NOT have sex before marriage ( common sense ) . (:   & not only that , I've learnt that CONDOMS is not 100% safe for sex . So bare in mind ! :D

Besides that , Miss Zie told us about the different kinds of articles about sex . One of them is that , there was a 6 year old boy who slept or should I say , made a 13/14 year old girl pregnant . I have no idea how it can happened but it happened . & the 6 year old boy took responsibility to take care of the child as he confessed that he did actually sleep with the girl . Imagine , he's just 6 ! Ya Allah ~

Next  was a man who is CRAZY over sex ( i think) , that he actually HAD SEX WITH A DEAD BODY ! He will go to the graveyard & look at the 'freshmans' & at night, he will dig up the graveyard & had sex with the dead body . That is just SICK , dont you think so ?!  Alhamdullilah ,  I have never came across those kind of people . ^^

When i start to think of love
I think you sometime
When I tend to stare at you
It makes me wonder time to time

Well I'm thinking of the ways
To make me close to you and say
That I care for you
Every single day
Every single day

But I know that youre just my crush
I should'nt hope too much from you
Even if youre just my crush
Just so you know
That I still adore you

When i hold your hand in mind
I feel oh so fine
Knowing that you can't be mine
But times love can be blind

Thinking of the ways
To make me close to you and say
That I care for you
Every single day
Every single day

But I know that youre just my crush
I should'nt hope too much from you
Even if youre just my crush
Just so you know
That i still adore you

WILL BE FOCUSING ON MY EXAMS .

ITS JUST NEXT WEEK... URGH ~~ GOODLUCK PEOPLE ! STUDY HARD (:

HARI RAYE !    1st & 2nd day (:

akmal: haha. tkde capal ah. nak belikan pun boleh. dipersilakan sgt. selamat hari raye btw!

haha ! weak lar awak ~ tak per lar . 1st day raye , lepas oreadi . uat susah jekk . hee . Thank u . selamat hari raye to u yoo :)